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  Suspense and Sensibility

  Forge Books by Carrie Bebris

  Pride and Prescience

  Suspense and Sensibility

  Suspense and Sensibility

  OR, FIRST IMPRESSIONS REVISITED

  A Mr. & Mrs. Darcy Mystery

  Carrie Bebris

  Table of Contents

  Title

  Copyright

  Dedication

  Acknowledgments

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-one

  Chapter Twenty-two

  Chapter Twenty-three

  Chapter Twenty-four

  Chapter Twenty-five

  Chapter Twenty-six

  Chapter Twenty-seven

  Chapter Twenty-eight

  Chapter Twenty-nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-one

  Chapter Thirty-two

  Epilogue

  Authors’s Note

  This is a work of fiction. All the characters and events portrayed in this novel are

  either fictitious or are used fictitiously.

  SUSPENSE AND SENSIBILITY

  Copyright © 2005 by Carrie Bebris

  All rights reserved, including the right to reproduce this book, or portions thereof, in

  any form.

  This book is printed on acid-free paper.

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  ISBN 0-765-30509-7

  EAN 978-0765-30509-1

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  For my sister, Dorothy,

  and my grandfather, James Diliberti

  Acknowledgments

  Many people have contributed to the creation of this book in ways large and small. I particularly wish to thank:

  My family, as always, for not only understanding my need to sequester myself away to invent conversations with imaginary people in faraway times and places, but also for encouraging me to do so.

  Eliza Diliberti, Victoria Hinshaw, Anne Klemm, and Dorothy Stephenson, for criticism in various stages of the book’s development. James Lowder, for Latin translations and other shared wisdom. My editor, Brian Thomsen, for his insight and guidance. And Natasha Panza, his extraordinary assistant, for her adept attention to a thousand details.

  Members of the Beau Monde chapter of Romance Writers of America, for generously sharing their knowledge of Regency England. Also, my fellow members of the Jane Austen Society of North America, for their continued support.

  Jane Austen, for creating Harry Dashwood, Kitty Bennet, and the Darcys. William Shakespeare, for quotes used in Sir Francis’s dialogue.

  Finally, my readers, for their praise, questions, and feedback. And for their wanting, like me, to spend just a little more time with the Darcys.

  “My good opinion once lost is lost for ever.”

  —Darcy to Elizabeth, Pride and Prejudice

  O wad some Pow’r the giftie gie us

  To see oursels as others see us!

  —Robert Burns

  Prologue

  “There is, I believe, in every disposition a tendency to some particular evil, a natural defect, which not even the best education can overcome.”

  —Darcy to Elizabeth,

  Pride and Prejudice, Chapter 11

  1781

  “Damn this mortal coil.”

  Sir Francis Dashwood muttered the words under his breath, though he had no audience. He sat alone in his bedchamber, surrounded by the opulence he’d enjoyed all his life but experiencing the poverty every man knows when his years on earth run out. Time was no longer his to command. Once he’d had it in abundance, spent it as liberally and recklessly as any other commodity in his possession. Now it was in dreadfully short supply.

  Servants had left a simple meal on the bedside table. The sandwich went untouched, but the glass of brimstone he drained in two swallows, relishing the familiar taste of the sulfur-laced brandy.

  He stared at his reflection in the ornate gilded mirror across from his bed, resenting every wrinkle that etched his ruddy face. Where had that faded hair come from? The liver spots on his hands? The slight tremble that seized his fingers? Eyes watery with age stared back.

  As a young man, he’d reveled in his vitality. He’d mocked mortality along with morality, dared death and the devil to catch him if they could. He’d lived each moment to its fullest, leaving no desire unindulged, no curiosity unexplored. And he harbored no regrets. If he had his life to live over again, he would change nothing. It had been a good run.

  But it was not enough.

  Fiery orange light slanted through the window to stripe the floor. Sunset might claim the bleak late autumn landscape of West Wycombe Park, but it would not claim him so easily. No, he would not go quietly into the darkness. His spirit was too strong to meekly concede the battle his body waged with time.

  He gazed beyond his own image in the glass, to the reflection of the portrait that hung behind him. That, too, was an image of himself, but at one-and-twenty. The painter had captured him in the full vigor of youth. Just as the adventure that had been his life was beginning.

  Inside, he was still that young man. Yet now he scarcely had the strength to even rise from his bed.

  He twisted the sheets with arthritic hands, cursing his physical weakness, cursing the corporeal shell that could no longer keep up with him. He cursed the mirror that bore witness to his frailty. He’d paid handsomely for the artifact, one of many treasures that he’d acquired in his lifetime. He’d been drawn to it by the images of ancient Greek champions that adorned its frame, but now they seemed to taunt him with their puissance. Tonight, he would gladly trade the mirror—nay, his whole estate—to inhabit once more the body of a young man, to again take health and strength for granted.

  He could not tear his gaze away from the reflections: Two images of the same man, separated by mere inches but a gulf of more than fifty years. Dawn and twilight.

  He wanted another sunrise.

  His vision grew cloudy, as it often did now at the end of the day. The dual images of himself became less distinct, fading at their edges and drifting toward each other. He blinked rapidly and rubbed his eyes, trying to stabilize the view, but in vain. His eyesight, like the rest of his body, was failing him.

  This last failure, however, was welcome, for after another minute, the two images merged completely. Despair fled, replaced by satisfaction.

  Slowly, a smile spread across his face. He was a young man once more.

  If only in the mirror.

  One

  “If any young men come for Mary or Kitty, send them in, for I am quite at leisure.”

  —Mr. Bennet to Elizabeth,

  Pride and Prejudice, Chapter 59

  1813

  Elizabeth Bennet Darcy tried very hard to concentrate on the letter in her hand, but the intrusion of her own thoughts conspired with the fine p
rospect outside her window to distract her.

  When the post arrived, she had withdrawn to her favorite sitting room at Pemberley. Such had become her morning custom in her few months as mistress of the house. The room, she understood, had also been a favorite of her husband’s mother, and Elizabeth suspected the late Mrs. Darcy had shared her opinion that it offered a view of the river and valley superior to any other in the house. Today, though patches of snow stubbornly resisted the caress of the late winter sun, the smell of damp earth nevertheless carried the promise of spring.

  Fitzwilliam Darcy’s ancestral house bore the imprint of so many generations that Elizabeth had not yet found her place here. Home was anywhere her husband was, and Darcy had done much to ease her way, but the greatness of his estate required her adjustment. She did not want to depart Pemberley before she truly felt settled. But family duty beckoned, and they were obliged to answer.

  She left the window, returned to her desk, and read once more the cross-written, blotted lines. As she contemplated her response, Darcy entered. His tailcoat, leather breeches, and top boots indicated his intent to go riding.

  “Good morning, again.” Darcy kissed her cheek. “I came to invite you for an airing.”

  She set aside the letter with a heavy sigh.

  A frown creased his forehead. “Perhaps instead I should enquire what I have done to merit such a reception? I realize riding was never your favorite pastime, but I do not recall your ever greeting the suggestion with despondency before.”

  “It is not your invitation that dismays me.” Under her husband’s influence, she’d developed greater interest in riding, though in truth, it was the company more than the activity that appealed to her. She looked up into his face and smiled wistfully. “I am afraid, sir, that you have committed crimes of a more grievous nature.”

  “Indeed?” He set down his hat and leaned against the edge of her desk. “Name the offenses.”

  “Like a nursery-tale knave, you have carried me off to your secluded castle and kept me to yourself for nigh on three months, with no thought of returning me to the companionship of my family.”

  “Are you not enjoying our privacy at Pemberley?”

  “I did not say I was the one harboring objections.”

  After the turbulent events that had marked the first few weeks of their marriage, Elizabeth and Darcy had both relished their retreat to Derbyshire. As Darcy’s seventeen-year-old sister, Georgiana, was the only other resident of Pemberley, they’d enjoyed a quiet transition to married life. Now that March had begun, however, their idyllic sequestered state seemed destined to end as society made its claims upon them. “Do you think my equestrian skills can bear the intense scrutiny of a trot through Hyde Park?” she asked.

  “Where London society rides to be seen?”

  He tactfully avoided further response to her query, but his silence formed reply enough. She arched her brows, merrily daring him to put his thoughts into words.

  He cleared his throat. “Perhaps it is best that we have no plans to visit town any time soon.”

  She laughed. “You know that you need not spare my vanity. I harbor no illusions about the quality of my horsemanship—my goal on any outing is simply to sit a mount without embarrassing myself.” She gestured toward the letter. “Unfortunately, our rides may indeed take place on Rotten Row in the near future. I have received another note from my mother this morning. She reminds me again what a wonderful thing it would be for us to sponsor a London season for Kitty.”

  “Have not Jane and Bingley already committed themselves to that noble cause?”

  “Mama now fears that, given Jane’s delicate state of health, the excitement of escorting our sister to balls and concerts might overtax her.”

  “But the Bingleys do not anticipate their new arrival until September.”

  “Surely you cannot seriously expect my mother to defer the pleasure of fretting over Jane’s condition? She has but six months remaining in which to describe her anxiety to all her acquaintance.”

  “Ah, yes—I had forgotten about her nerves.”

  “My father would envy you, for I am sure he is continually reminded of them.” Elizabeth suspected her father spent a good deal of time in his library of late to minimize the reports of her mother’s daily visits to Jane. Mr. Bennet cared about his eldest daughter, of course, but didn’t require updates as detailed or as frequent as those Mrs. Bennet was inspired to provide. Simply show him a healthy grandchild and safe new mother at the end of it all, and he would be satisfied. “Perhaps we ought to take pity on him and invite him to London along with Kitty.”

  “You have agreed to this scheme regarding Kitty, then? When did you intend to tell me?”

  “I have agreed to nothing yet. You know I would much rather remain here at Pemberley with you than leap into the social whirl of town—”

  “But Kitty has been out for three years now, and Hertfordshire holds few prospects for her,” he finished. “A London season would improve her chances of meeting an acceptable young man.”

  “Precisely. And it sounds as if Jane has her hands full enough dealing with my mother. Besides, you know how disposed Jane and Bingley are to always think the best of everyone. When it comes to assessing potential suitors, you and I would prove more discerning chaperones for Kitty.”

  “True.” Darcy’s face clouded.

  She knew he thought of Bingley’s sister Caroline, whose own recent courtship could have profited from greater vigilance. She attempted to divert his musings. “Georgiana would benefit, as well.”

  “You wish to marry off my sister along with yours this season?”

  “Only if she herself wishes it.” Georgiana, unlike Kitty, possessed an inheritance sizable enough to grant her comfortable independence should she choose never to wed. “I meant that she might enjoy Kitty’s companionship since they are so close in age.”

  He leaned over to drop a light kiss on her forehead. “Write to your sister. Shall we invite Mary, too, while we are about it? Complete our whole family’s husband-hunting at once?”

  “I shall ask her, but I doubt she will accept.” Elizabeth’s other unmarried sister, critical of the frivolity of society’s elite ton, had already expressed disdain for the whole enterprise.

  “Besides,” she added, dipping her pen, “if all five of us sisters married within a twelvemonth of each other, my mother’s joy would be too great for anyone to bear.”

  Two

  His person and air were equal to what her fancy had ever drawn for the hero of a favorite story.

  —Sense and Sensibility, Chapter 9

  “Will there be any eligible barons there, do you think?” Kitty, the comb in her hand all but forgotten, gazed expectantly at Elizabeth in the dressing table mirror. “Or an earl? No—a duke! I would so love to meet a duke tonight! Might one be there?”

  “I daresay there might. But mind, you shall not speak to any gentleman to whom you have not been properly introduced.”

  “Of course, Lizzy, of course. But Mr. Darcy knows everybody, doesn’t he? Surely he must know a duke or two.”

  In truth, Elizabeth was not at all certain who would be present tonight or how many people Darcy might know. They were engaged to attend a party at the home of some new acquaintances, Sir John and Lady Middleton. “Mr. Darcy does not know everybody. Why, he met Sir John only this week, and they have been members of the same club for years.”

  “Oh, where is the maid? We’ll be late if she doesn’t dress my hair soon!”

  “She is still ironing your gown.” Elizabeth pitied her lady’s maid, so intense was Kitty’s excitement this first week of her first London season. Her sister hadn’t been demanding in an imperious sort of way, so much as desperately afraid of missing something if she paused a moment to catch her breath. But the servant had borne Kitty’s flurry with patience and good humor. “If you had not changed your mind so many times about what to wear, we would not be in danger of arriving late.”

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p; Three dresses, donned and discarded, lay on the bed. Pink had given way to white, then lavender, before blue was determined the most flattering. Kitty regarded the rejects dubiously. “Perhaps the lavender after all—”

  “Kitty!”

  A gentle knock on the door interrupted them. Georgiana entered, fetchingly attired in a dark green tunic over a white gown trimmed with gold ribbons. Kitty gasped.

  “Oh, dear! My blue gown has gold ribbons!”

  “I shall change,” Georgiana offered.

  “No, no—you are already dressed.” Kitty bit her lower lip and considered once more the pile of cast-off silk and lawn. “I will wear the pink instead.”

  “The pink is most becoming,” Georgiana said. “I think it is my favorite of yours.”

  “Truly?”

  The suggestion carried: Pink was now the gown of choice. Darcy’s even-tempered sister had a soothing effect on Kitty, for which Elizabeth was grateful. Perhaps Georgiana’s presence would also spare the maid the trial of every hair ornament in Kitty’s jewelry box before they could depart.

  Elizabeth left the younger girls and withdrew to enjoy a few moments’ peace in anticipation of the evening ahead. At her own dressing table, she tested her headdress to ensure it was secure, then slipped on her gloves and went in search of Darcy. She found him in the hall, hat in hand and wearing his greatcoat. He glanced at the tall case clock, whose hands indicated that the Middletons’ soiree had already begun.

  “Is your sister ready?” he enquired.

  “Not yet. She was having a gown crisis, but I think disaster has been averted.”

  A look of concern crossed his countenance. “Your mother provided her with numerous new gowns for the season. What misfortune befell them?”

  “The unknown preferences of a duke.”

  Concern gave way to confusion. “Which duke?”

  “Any duke. She has high hopes of meeting an unattached peer tonight and turning his head. All chance of her future happiness, therfore, now rests entirely on several yards of pink silk and lace trim.”